*Sigh*
That's all my brain really knows how to say right now. After tonight, I think I finally am really broken.
I guess there are a lot of things best left unsaid.
I drove around tonight, and somehow ended up near the old apartment. I drove my without thinking, like my car knew what to do without me having to do anything. Washington to 22nd, 22nd to Garfield, Garfield to 17th...then back here. Roads I've driven on hundreds of times, but when things were different, when things made sense.
No matter what I do, this doesn't go away and the one person who can make it doesn't want to.
I should stop thinking. It just makes me remember things I need to forget.
This will probably be it for blogging for a while. It's just the same thing over and over, and it doesn't matter to anyone but me, so why bother posting.
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3 comments:
I want to thank you for sharing your thoughts on my blog. And I'm so sorry that you are heart broken right now. In time, I really hope that you're able to move on.
You can always talk to me. I feel the same way-- all I can blog about is surgery. Very Lame. I am sending good thoughts your way, Sarah. I hope you can grieve but never feel alone.
Thank you to both of you. I really am glad that I do have people in my life who I can talk to and/or at least are willing to listen.
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